depression

I seem to get depressed a lot. I don't know why... Sometimes I just feel like no one cares and that no one would listen to me. I feel like even if I tried to talk to someone, they wouldn't really listen, understand, or have any sympathy for me. I guess I feel like I can't really talk to anyone. I have friends that would probably listen to me, but I guess I just don't feel comfortable talking without it being awkward. I'm afraid of just losing control and crying and weirding out whoever I'm talking to.

I've always found it much easier to talk to guys than girls. Sometimes there are rare exceptions when I feel like I can talk to older people, especially women... like the lady I work with now and someone I worked with last year.

Hopefully this feeling will pass soon...